I Wouldn't Call It Melancholic.

So, here I am, forty-seven minutes past 3 in the morning. Reading my old blogposts.
It's interesting how this time one year ago I was amused how much things have changed.
And yet, one year on, things have changed so much again.

No, trust me, I never expected myself to ever update this blog again.
Well maybe it is true, one day people do look back and realize that the things
they thought were impossible to get over, would one day be something looked over easily.

Well, things have certainly changed. Time has revealed much.
Your disdain for me has been revealed. And surprisingly, I am at peace with it.
I hold you no grudges and I wish you the very best. I really do. It is a shame for a friendship
to go sour but if you ever want to rekindle a friendship, please know that the olive branch is
always extended.

And you, finally graduating from that place you once called hell. I'm not sure of you'll see
this update. I'm amazed with the transformation in your life. Really, having a relationship
with God has really transformed you. But in so many ways, you are still the same person,
which isn't a bad thing at all. We should catch up sometime.

And of course, you, things have gotten really interesting haven't they. It certainly did not
turn out like we expected. Ah, but I guess there's plenty to talk over and plan.

And last but not least, you. It's surprising how our friendship has blossomed so much in
past months. Good times and bad, our contrasting personalities have brought us so much
in terms of a friendship. Here's to many more years.

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KL.

It's been interesting I must say. Expectations and reality differ in so many ways but still
they come together in others. I was really expecting to go to Russia when I enrolled. The new
offer midway allowed me the chance to take my mind off my studies and see and learn so much
in other ways. The people I've met here have affected me in so many ways. Stereotypes have
been broken, friendships have been made and the way I see the world has changed.

And of course, coming to KL brought me to you. My dear.
But that's for another blogpost.

When I look at myself, I cannot deny that KL has changed me. I've mellowed in so many ways
but yet, I'm still over the top in some ways.

All in all, it's been good.
God has been good.

On the 20th, when I lock the door to unit C-11-3 for the last time, it'll be with a feeling of
joy, sadness, peace, pensiveness and encouragement.

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So, what is the point of this whole blogpost?
I really don't know.
Like someone once said,  a blog is somewhere for you to release.
And this post was necessary for me.

Thank you.

Jon.

Han: What'd you expect? You didn't just play with fire, you soaked the matches in gasoline.